Both of us want to go slow which is good to be on the same page. I asked her to give me feedback if I’m moving too fast or whatever.
I guess it might go back to wanting to please past partners, idk.
I’m trying to tell myself I won’t screw this up. Yea, ptsd stuff is struggle with communication and quirks and that could be a barrier. I am not my disorder so I’m trying to separate that from myself. I’m trying hard to realize what behaviors can seem bizarre or quirky to an outsider, and with that awareness I’m going to try to challenge myself to think and act differently.
I hope it works out with this chick. I’m thinking at this point the worst thing that could happen is that we’re friends. Either way, I enjoy her company.
Dbt intensive one day group tomorrow about distress tolerance. Yuck.
Meeting up with a friend from high school that’s going to Columbia for her masters (big deal - it’s super hard to get out of pineville).
Anyways sleepy time.
guys are so terrifying like they will really date a girl as a joke or make bets in their friend groups on who can fuck a girl first or take her virginity and that’s so scary this is a joke to them
Pros of wearing all black: looks so badass
Cons: everyone knows I had powdered donuts
Republicans are scary but republicans under the age of 20 are even scarier
Yeah liberals are terrified of educated youth
did your dad tell you that
SHAUN KING’S SECOND BY SECOND ACCOUNT OF THE MURDER OF MIKE BROWN